ANYMORE

  I am not myself anymore

I can no longer feel the pain anymore

I don’t see me as alive anymore

And I don’t really care about myself anymore

I will not think twice anymore

I will not give everything anymore

I will not suffer, I will not cry

I will not drown in my tears anymore

But, I can no longer smile anymore

I don’t have the laughter anymore

I cannot grin anymore

Happiness – it’s not in me anymore

I am tired of being so numb

I don’t have any feelings anymore

I don’t have friends anymore

No one’s beside me anymore

Even my shadow – I cannot see anymore!

I can no longer run anymore

Besides, there’s no place for me anymore

And I am not in a hurry anymore

I just don’t want to live anymore! 

And after taking my life, surely Iwon’t kill myself again anymore.